Intro 2
“
Woman of Goa your time has come to rock the world!´
I found this message and took a picture of this notice
board,
standing larger than life at the street near Panjim --
advertisement for a girl-dj workshop.
I will watch out! I also found an interesting NGO of an
English woman who cares about homeless children by
giving them a home and education and about women who
get beaten and raped by their men. They want to reopen
the Women´s House in Anjuna. I want to get more
information about this for a making an e-vibes benefit
party..!”

Report:
1.About a dutiful daughter
I stayed in Goa for about six weeks making holidays and doing
music with Mani Neumeier and Raviv (DJ Goaviv).
I had decided to go there, because I´m not experienced in
travelling outside of Europe at all,
and I didn´t want to travel alone to a country where I didn´t
know anybody.
I play most of my gigs at so called Goa parties and I had done
research about doing psytrance music at
Frankfurt University. So why not go there and find out about
the roots…?
“It´s
funny, that we always talk about Goa and we use the word for
our music and our parties but a lot of us
never have been here. There´s a difference in being here or
just talking about it and having an opinion about it. It’s
different -- to see it, to taste it, to feel it...!”
When I was 16 and still living in East Bavaria, I was
dreaming of travelling around the world with my guitar,
driving a motorbike and party at hippiefestivals...
Now I finished university and my dreams had become real:
travelling around, making music, playing guitar
driving with Raviv and Diana on a big Enfield over the hills
of Anjuna and Vagator.”

The first weeks of that trip
are documented by some euphoric letters about Paradise (City)
where the palms are green and the boys are pretty.
I wrote e-vibes to my dj sisters at mushroom and party
girlfriends in Frankfurt.
Wolfgang Sterneck, a good friend in activism, asked me to be a
little more critical in my reports and research, but at that
time I was not able to be:
I was on my holidays and just wanted to have fun,I didn´t want
to reflect about sex, crime, or the politics of party
business.
I never had seen palms before, these kind of beaches, cows on
the streets and dancing ravers in between.
I met lots of nice, tough and crazy girls from everywhere and
we were were making plans for a Goa girl group just for fun.
The scene around Anjuna and Vagator reminded me of Fantasy
Land in the fairytale Pinoccio,
where the people want to stay young forever and have fun; and
if they ask questions or want to leave, their ears grow long
and they get sold as donkeys.

Maybe the whole Goa-business
is a story between more or less naked western women and
Indian men on the beach? A story of Travellers and hippies?
Or of a crazy Israelis with traumatic Holocaust and military
experiences...?
Or a story of artists and musicians to search for new
inspiration?
Drop Outs on esoteric and spiritual search to meditate,
breathe, dance and freak out....
with or without drugs, a kind of modern "sanatorium" ? Or just
a place to hide from the dark realities and responsibilities
and guilt in places, where we grew up... ?
During my trip I´ve met a
lot of good musicians and DJs out of different scenes and
countries,
who´ve come here to relax and get inspired for their shows and
playing music during the summer season in Europe or elsewhere.
For me Goa was an inspiration, like a paradise, ideal place
for our dream of a playground village & community, making
music, fire shows and teaching children from the street (as we
did the years before in Kosovo and Macedonia) finding a place
to live together
(at least in wintertime) and having nice beaches for our
children. I fell in love with the idea of squating a beautiful
empty little castle
at the southern end of Anjuna Beach. I thought our Frankfurt
squat-scene should become more global.

2. About Israelis in Goa
As I knew before, there are a lot of Israelis here, but I
didn´t know that the Indians also talk Israelian, that the
menus and the food in the restaurants are Israelian, and some
good lovers also are Israelian. Goa seemed to me like their
new colony: the youth is running away from the wars in Israel,
longing for another Promised Land, and found it on the
paradise of Goa. Their image isn´t the best here, but I cannot
complain, I have also met a lot of nice people from Israel.
“..I
don t like all these prejudices like the
Indians are like this and the Israelis are like
that.... Maybe there are some truths to these clichés,
like these Israelian cowboys who come on with big
balls(dicken eiern),
always in troops, arrogant, very loud, stressy,
chillum im anschlag, hoppla jetzt komme ich..
But I don’t know, if it´s making it better to talk about
them
instead of confronting them directly with this image...."
There are so many funny and
strange impressions, mixed images of beauty of nature
and beaches,
local people, hippie tourism and the international party
crowd.
Raviv is always wondering, how I could ask so many questions
to the people
all the time. But I just said: `Who does not ask stays
stupid!´”
3. About tourists
There are a lot of strange tourists and stupid ravers, lots of
rubbish in the streets and at the Banja Tree; lots of
chaishops on the beaches, but no toilets. A lot of new houses
and some hotels in Baga have been built during the last ten
years. The sea in Anjuna and Vagator has not been really clean
most of the time. After the elections took place, the beach
turned from white into black, from algae and seaweed….But
maybe this is normal.
Wolfgang asked me if it isn’t strange -- parties in the midst
of so many poor people, but they seem to like it: they come
for the parties, to live from them. This season was a
financial disaster for many (Goa)-Indians, as there were not
so many tourists because of the war actions with Pakistan.
Other people liked the season, they said it was the best one
in years because there were not so many tourists. There are a
lot of Indians who come to Goa during the season to earn some
money by selling fruits, clothes, or jewellery, giving
massages, or just begging. All the time you meet little girls,
who want to sell you something.
And there is an interesting
"exchange" in another direction: you meet Indian men, who come
there to look for naked European women and want to take
pictures with you to play the big "herowiththewhitelady"
when they come home again. You also meet a lot of rich Indian
men, who have houses in Goa and are looking for a white
girlfriend. I´ve met one who told me he knows a club to play
in in Baga, and he also praised himself as good businessmen
and husband and also told me that God had given him a “big
present”. Diana met one who wanted to show her some very
special tricks from the Kamasutra, that are really important
to know. Very nice!

4. About parties
"Have
you heard: In the Indian newspaper they
wrote that Bin Laden has been seen in Goa. They had
to close a bankers congress because somebody had
seen him around the building .
By the way we also met him at party in Vagator, --
he came as an Acid-Trip."
Instead of regarding acid parties as a cultural good in Goa
and finding ways to share the organization and profit for the
benefit of the whole community, there are a lot of fights
going on. Officially parties are forbidden in Goa, but most of
the people there are living from parties and party tourism.
There are some open-air places like Ninebar who are allowed to
have psytrance-discos that run till 22 o´clock. There were a
lot of parties in December and not many problems with the
police, but in January there were the elections. So there was
just one small party when I came at new moon weekend. I liked
it, as it was my first one in Goa and I found the time to
party again like I partied some years ago in Germany. I felt
free of obligations and I enjoyed dancing under the palms and
watching the cosmopolitan people. It reminded me of Walt
Disney´s “ Jungle Book”, my first cinema experience together
with my grandmother. There were a lot of "Moglies" who asked
me to come behind the bushes, but I preferred to stay with my
big brother. But then he felt sick and left me to go to sleep
and I made a new experience….
“..some
things little sister has to find out alone:
for example if you want to find out about the secrets
of how to party in Anjuna (and some more things),
you should forget about your big brother
and go home with a nice good looking israelian DJ and get
more informations
and some other nice details... :-)
And there are more "benefits" in checking out the scene as
lonely lady:
I also got in contact with a wonderful mermaid (Sissy
Perlinger?) performing on the beach
who had connections to the paradise:
Paradiso, an open-air club at the beach of Anjuna,
where Mani and I were invited to play
as they are looking for a new sound.”
I had heard a lot of rumors about the party scene in Goa: it´s
all Mafia… .But what is the Mafia exactly?
As Mani and I planned to play some live-acts, I had to find
out about it and I got in contact with some of the party and
club organizers in Anjuna and Vagator.
There seem to be a lot of international DJs who always
look for some place to play, and there are different groups
and places who make the parties happen.
It looks like the organizers are busy to work against each
other instead of organizing themselves and trying to improve
the whole party and law situation. There doesn’t seem to be a
lobby that is working on the image of the acid parties in
general or a lobby to make them legal again. But it also seems
like there are individuals who make a lot of profit out of
their connections and are not interested in changing the
situation at all.
I also heard a story that a lot of Indians want to become
policemen in Goa, because you get rich. For getting a place to
party you don’t have to pay rent like in Germany, you have to
pay bakshish to the police and politicians. This is the rent.
It´s an open secret, everybody knows about it. When the money
is not enough, there is no party or the police come during the
party and you have to pay more. Sometimes policemen come from
different stations and cities to get their money, sometimes
they stop a party, because they got more bakshish from
different party organizers.
It all does not sound nice, and sometimes it´s better, if the
girl stays stupid and doesn´t ask too many questions, but
starts to think for herself.
5. About a gig in Palolim
When I arrived in Candolim, I just did holidays and one funny
blues sessions with Mani´s friends at Harry´s and Christina´s
house in Candolim. When Mani arrived we started to check out
equipment for the live-acts and talked about the future. Mani
and I had only met at parties and festivals and two times for
production on the Lover 303 modern fairytales album. So it was
quite interesting to meet him and his friends outside of the
concert music flow and festival life.
It was nice to listen to stories about Jimmy Hendrix in
Munich, Uschi Obermeier und learn more about Krautrock.
When I´d had enough stories about the Sixties, I went to
Anjuna to hang out with Raviv in his israelian community and
make a party!
On the second weekend Mani
and me should play near Palolim. Some friends helped me to
borrow a midi cable, that I had forgotten at home and Harry
lent me his old Gibson guitar. We rented a taxi and met Mani´s
Guru Guru family: Butze, Reiner, Gerald and their wives,
children, and friends, etc. who stayed there making workshops
and concerts with the 86-year-old temple drummer,
Paramashivam, and an African drum master. Very wunderbar!
The idea was to give a concert at Baktirkutir that was a
fusion between these temple and tribal musicians and
electronic music. It was quite a special gig, beginning with
acoustic music and ending with a big jam session. There were a
lot of great moments, but sometimes also some problems
concerning the sound,
because it was the first time the drummers played to
electronic music and unfortunately the Indian technicians had
taken away the monitors.
I also played some firechains, which was a lot of fun. It was
at this concert that we met Diana, that dutch girl, who later
came with us to Anjuna, because she wanted to buy a motorbike
to drive through India. We stayed another four days at the
lonely beach of Padnem with the Guruguru Clan and then drove
back to Anjuna.

6. Staying at the Hilton…
Back in Anjuna Diana fell in love with a big beautiful Royal
Enfield motorbike. She bought it and she named it “Princess”.
We stayed at the " Hilton", quite a"normal" tourist motel,
where we met Sally and Andrea, two interesting and funny girls
from London club scene, who were very much involved in Yoga
and healing stuff.
Together we had a good party at the Banja Tree and nice times
on the beach….
“…looking
back to the Hilton days I can say that after the first two
weeks I had already done most of the sins you can do or
never should do
in India or Goa, especially as a "dutiful daughter"
who is politically correct:
taking forbidden liquid substances, swimming naked, making
sex on the beach,
buying stuff on the market, that I didn´t need, but it was
cheap,
bringing in musical instruments that make bumm bumm bumm
to ruin the image of the old generation hippies, who tried
to live in a peaceful way with the Goa-Indians like for
example Manis´friends in Candolim.
But in Germany we say: Ist der Ruf erst ruiniert, lebt es
sich ganz ungeniert.
(Once your reputation is ruined, you’re free to do what you
want.)
I m feeling like having a "right" to come here and have fun
and to feel free on my holidays, to get rid of bullshit, from
things I had to learn at school and university, that has
nothing to do with me, to become free of thinking, free of
fear and all this.
So I came to India and to Goa, as many tourists before me
and I will not be the last stupid one,
I feel okay with it. That´s how it is. I even started
to read “Osho”.I wont tell this to anybody in Frankfurt,
they will "crucify" me at the next plenum..."
7. Tempelfest
During the third week we should play in Hampi. We had a very
dedicated promoter, Roger, who later also made great
lightshows at our nitebazar gigs.
We were to play for an Indian guy called Bobby who owns a
natural resort in Hampi, and had invited 50 people to an
island to have a private party at full moon.
We came there by sharing the rent of a Jeep with some freaks,
friends of Roger´s. We stayed one night at Padnem Beach, where
we had been one week before.
We left early the next morning and came to Hampi in the late
afternoon after a wild drive.
We arrived on a wonderful lonely island full of rocks where we
should rock.
There was a magic view all over this natural resort and you
could also see the temples. We lived at a crazy guest house
among those rocks,
and had a nice Nepali kitchen crew cooking just for us and
Indian porters who helped with carrying the equipment over the
rivers and little bamboo bridges.
We waited for the crowd from Vagator, that should come with a
big bus, which never arrived.
I slept at night outside under the full moon among mosquitos
and had a strange dream about snakes.

On Sunday we went to Hampi Village, to take the round ships
over the river and take a look at the temples.
This was one of the main reasons why I wanted to go to Hampi:
to see some real temples, as I had produced a track called
templefest.
I found interesting impressions of snakes and women with snake
tails instead of legs on some old stone plaques on the wall of
the big temple.
We also met the elephant in the big temple; it´s a good friend
of Jennie´s daughter´s and we made a picture for her.
Mani and I bought a lot of stuff from one shop in front of the
temple, statues, bells,etc.…
and made a lot of pictures in the temple that we might use for
our next album.
Unfortunately, I had no time to go to the music and dance
temple, so I really would like to come back…
We heard that it also has
become very expensive to take a look inside of the temples.
There is a new minister for cultural things and now the
Western people have to pay a lot for getting all that
inspiration.
We went back to our party places and found Raviv and Diana
,who had arrived from Goa with Princess, the Enfield.
When the moon came up, we started with the soundcheck.
As it got more and more clear that the bus from Vagator would
not arrive any more, guests from Hampi were invited.
We had only half of the sound equipment, but enough to play,
and we wanted to play because the place was wonderful!
Raviv had to dj with two mobile CD players, one on the side of
a cassette recorder and one a CD Walkman.
He got used to it quite well and I also got used to playing on
my limited tour live-act equipment.
I played like I had played two years ago, as it was too much
to carry more through half of India.
But it was okay, the place was nice and people were dancing,
Bobby was filming, and Raviv was playing for some hours.
The electricity stopped at six o clock. Raviv and I were happy
to go to sleep after a long day and the guests vanished into
the dark.

The next day Diana and I
went swimming and relaxed in this wonderful Natural Park.
In the evening some of us went up the hill, by climbing
through a big cave under the big rocks.
The view of the sunset from the top of the hill was magic. Red
sky all over Hampi. We had been flying and made some wonderful
pictures.
We had an invitation from
Bobby to come up to his castle. We felt like in a fairytale
movie and got a spicy Indian dinner.
Unfortunately Bobby had no time to join us, as he was busy
with rich Indian guests making holidays at his Natural Park.
On Tuesday we had to leave
and it was a hard day for everybody. Some of us had been sick
from the food or something else.
I was busy thinking about how to puke or better how not to
when we had a flat with the jeep in the heat of high noon.
Later Roger got sick from the wind in the car. We somehow
managed to get to Padnem Beach .
The next day we made a stop on the street near Panjim at the
big notice board where there was written: “ Woman of Goa your
time has come to rock the world”.
We found out that it was an old announcement for a female-DJ
workshop. Roger bought a newspaper and we found an article on
the front, about a full moon party.
There had been a 17-hour rave going on near the police station
and they didn’t stop it.
This was the reason why there had been no bigger parties for
the next two weeks.
8. Staying at mermaid guest house
Diana and I found a nice place to stay at the mermaid´s guest
house directly at the sea. The family was very nice and helped
us a lot with printing flyers and storing musical instruments,
and we also had a nice kitchen crew. We found out that it was
also the family of Dominique´s who was involved in the place
with no name, where I wanted to play at sunset. There we also
met Eugen, a friend of Sally´s and Andrea´s, who is a climber.
The London girls moved from the Hilton to the Neighbour House
Sonics, so we all stayed together in one place and had a nice
time together during the rest of my holidays.
On Thursday, Raviv was
supposed to play at the Ninebar, but the CD player didn´t come
at the right time, so Romeo, a guy from Bombay, took over and
later he didn´t want to stop playing anymore, as there were
already some girls around him, pushing him. Some people
started to complain about “those arrogant Israelian djs” which
in this case was a Bombay Indian, who just behaved like a
cowboy to impress some girls. I loved Raviv for staying
relaxed and making jokes. The Pizza-selling- booking man, who
felt sorry for us, gave us another date to play all together.

The next week Diana and I
were very sick and had high fever!
We could not eat anything, just layed on the bed or sit on the
toilet. The mermaids at our guest house were nice nurses and
made some boiled potatoes for us. It was the only thing we
could eat. When it got better, I visited Roger in Morjim and
another crazy guy who connected me to a chi machine, which
felt really interesting and I forgot about my sickness. So I
could go on making flyers for our gigs and prepare the
technical stuff for the last week, when I was to play five
gigs, some with Mani, some solo. We had also been hanging
around a lot in the German bakery with Nicole and Birgit from
Frankfurt, eating avocado salad and discussing about the
attraction between some sweet Israelian guys and German women
on holidays.
Sometime during this week I visited two houses of Elahaddai,
an organisation founded by an English woman, who wanted to
give a home and some education to street children. A lot of
volunteers from Europe are working there without pay during
their Indian holidays. I wanted to take a look at it because I
had the crazy idea of making an e-vibes benefit party in Goa .
9. About an "apparition" at
Ingo´s nitebazaar
Our first gig took place at a Saturday nitebazaar with a lot
of people involved and Indian people freaking out. The concert
started with Paramashivam on the tavil, then we played
altogether as a live-act. The London girls gave a dance
performance on stage and also there was a apparition…
“
(…)while we were playing, somebody came
on stage, incognito with a mask, and was playing flute and
singing
in this crazy Indian tabla language. I really felt in
love to play guitar and groove to what he was
doing... I´ve got a cloth with Krishna from a school
friend who went to India after school. While I could not get
away to travel, I was living with this Krishna over my bed
in my room for the last 10 years. Before I came here, I took
him down and put him in a box when I gave up my room at our
community in Frankfurt.
Now he had come back, straight on stage to play with
us at the Saturday night market. So I really felt
welcome in India...!”
Krishna was also called
Remo, and everybody later told me that he is a famous Indian
musician, who grew up and is still living in Goa. He had
started doing music with Nafi from Baga and the Goa Family
Band 30 years ago, which also played a reunion gig that night.
The whole thing turned out to be a nice party. During the
sessions the people came closer to the stage and then onto the
stage to dance.
There were a lot of Indian guys looking at me like they had
never seen a woman making music. But they could not help me
when I broke a guitar string during the lady´s stick solo…The
sound got worse at the end of the gig because on stage we
couldn´t see and communicate anymore with the mixer because of
too many people dancing.
The shop owners later were complaining that they did no
business anymore at that evening, because everybody was at the
stage and partying.
But Ingo was happy, and many other people, including me, too.

10. About a Photo shooting
and a recording sessions for a Goa Girl Group
We hung around at the hammock under the palms in front of the
mermaid´s guest house.
The hammock was our place to relax and have sweet dreams. If
we went out, some girls from the next shop took care of it.
After sunrise we started to make a recording session and
funny photo session with the girls, who opened their
shop. I was quite inspired by the woman of Goa will rock the
world picture at the street in Panjim, and I had some ideas
about producing a song about the busy shop girls on the beach.
We asked them to tell us what they tell the tourists everyday.
So they started a kind of rap, telling us all the slogans and
questions, that drive you crazy if you just want to sit at the
beach and relax.
Wir haben uns echt totgelacht. (We died laughing.) They also
were singing some nice songs from an Indian movie .
We did a shooting session for the cover with the electric
guitar. For all this we paid them with rupies,
On Thursday, I had to bring
back all the equipment. Then I had a relaxed day on the beach
and at sunset we set up the music at the place with no name.
Baba and some other guys helped with this. Nafi showed up with
his fire-girlfriend for a while, and Mani came and played
percussions, but soon they all left.
Later the London girls, Diana and Eugen arrived in their best
party moods. There had been some English guys filming the
whole gig, and I let them play some guitar.
One didgeridoo player also joined the session. More and more
people showed up, started dancing and making fire on the beach
and there was a shiva moon in the sky over the sea. There also
were a lot of mosquitos, which ate me for dinner.
I played three hours till I really got hungry and dizzy. I
enjoyed playing in this nice relaxed place, with this nice
view, and I enjoyed playing a solo gig. I could play a lot of
new or old forgotten loops, that I cannot play when I play on
party-dancefloors on a party or acid rock-n-roll with Mani. We
hung around at the shag, listening to the modern fairytales
and the sea almost came inside the chaishop. Meanwhile a
soundsystem on the next hill at the little temple was set up
for an acid party and they started the sound around twelve
o´clock. We decided to go to rest up and come back at sunrise.
When we came back to the party at sunrise, I didn’t like the
music, but I met some nice English people, who showed me some
tricks with the chains. At 8 o´clock the police finally took
over and finished the whole thing.
So we went on the beach to make pictures and recording
sessions with some shop girls and Susie, the coconut-woman.

On Friday evening I drove to
Candolim to get my records from Harry´s place, which I wanted
to give to some people in Anjuna.
Harry was upset that I had promised one of the records to
Pramut and Baba, as he had had a lot of trouble with them,
when he was organizing a party on the Vagator Beach some years
ago. How should I know that there are some strange stories
about the men who invited me to play at the Banja Tree?
On Saturday we got up early and did Yoga on the beach with
Andrea, Sally, Eugen and guy from Prag.
Andrea also did some healing with me, some special techniques
like Reiki, which was really good for me because I have some
problems with my spine.
In the afternoon I wanted to
visit Goa Gil to give a Muschipower Record to him.
I found the house and met Arielle, a young woman ( I think
it was Ariane, his wife) who went to the internet place
to tell him.
When they came back we sat in front of the house on the
veranda. He was showing to me the first international issue of
the mushroom magazine and read some parts about the first
parties in Goa in the beginning of the eighties and about
himself.
He didn’t take the record as he has no record player, but he
invited me to come to the house and we sat at the fireplace
with Ariane and some friends and looked at pictures from a
Saddu meeting. Just like Harry, he was upset, when he heard,
that I had been involved with Pramut and Baba.
For sunset we went to a big tree growing out of the
neighbour´s house, and there was a stone plaque like I´d seen
in Hampi with a snake on it.
Ariane played nice African drums for us, one guy with long
beard was dancing and we watched the sun going down. Then I
had to leave.
I had meeting for some goodbye photos with "my girls" on
Princess and I should also play again at the Saturday Nite
Bazaar .
That night at the market
there was a great fashion show where a lot of people from
Anjuna and the German bakery had been involved.
It was very nice, but unfortunately I missed the Indian who
yodelled!
Later on, Mani and I and a lot of fire artists played together
for a very nice show, but just for one hour,
then they turned off the electricity, as it was already late.
We didn’t sleep that night, but went dancing at the Paradiso
till 3 o´clock,
and then hung around in our hammock at the sea. I couldn’t
imagine to go back to Germany…
In the morning we went to the beach where we met some friends
from Ljubljana at a fire playing great sad Bosnian songs.
I love this since I´d been on holidays in Jugoslavia as a
child and Andrea recorded a lot of it on minidisk.
At 7 o´clock in the morning I came back and had to pack my
stuff. I forgot a lot of things as I was tired and mixed up.
We did some good bye pictures with Diana, Sally, Andrea,
Eugen, and our nice kitchen crew.
Big brother and I took a taxi to the station to catch the
night train to Bombay.
Raviv got sick again and the toilets at the airport and on the
airplane became his good friends.
After 9.5 hours we arrived at the Frankfurt airport where I
was happy to meet my other brother "Psylofant " Stefan,
who was waiting for us with the car.
Now I´m sitting here in cold
Germany again and sometimes it all seems like a dream to me.
The whole India experience feels like a sweet secret and there
is an inner voice telling me to come back next year.
Outro :
“
..I would love so much, to come back next year ...
Indians also asked me to stay here to make music at some
more parties or to come back.
Raviv would also like to stay and to play.
Tomorrow we have to say goodbye and I´m quite sad.
At least we had some nice parties, some very nice
gigs, and we took a lot of crazy pictures with the girls
from London and Holland, and Sissy Perlinger, and the shop
girls....
I recorded a lot of these women and girls at the beach
and would like to make a "Woman of Goa" song out of it.”

Outro
to the e-vibes DJ Group
“There
was one big dream I also have to tell you at the
end: I couldn´t stop thinking about the idea of making an
e-vibes party here next year. If I can manage, to
come with my equipment from Frankfurt to Goa via
Bombay, maybe some of you will do it,
I like the idea of making holidays and music here and
teaching women of Goa, how to rock the world.”
